because of you

i cant make up my mind if ill be excepting the 37 hour offer at work.. i just dont wana miss anything i want to be there when you start saying mama...or first steps..or when you finally decided not to be lazy holding your bottle that would be great! :) yesterday i took you to the beach while daddy was at work... i enjoyed showing you off.i enjoyed being there to see your first footsteps in the sand..while your staring at the water...i know im educating you by exposing you to your environment around you...i want you learn alot of stuff...i dont expect you to be a genius or gifted...i expect you to be you! sooo i hope me and daddy provides you that...i enjoyed our time together i hope we can do it again before winter comes in...